Memoirs

It finally left another 4 more months right here at kml. And some how i really can't believe that things changed so much just withing this few months. 8 months ago, i was being known that I will be coming to kml. And 7 months ago, i was crying to my parents about how terrible was the orientation week, where i eventually wanted to quit this whole matriculation week thing right away. And within this 7 months, I started my college life, I've became one of the student representatives, i'd became very studious,and successfully got my very first straight A right here at kml. And first time hanging out with a bunch of Ibans and yet I'm the only chinese and Sabahan. First time being hyper popular, where everyone knows me but yet i don't know all of them because I'm a JPP. All of these was just totally too miraculous,and I've always been so grateful to God about how He blessed me so richly.

4 months actually indicating that, I'll be graduating from here soon. Leaving my best roommates, my kml family, my chinese gang buddy,all my new friends here( who were always being so supportive). I won't forget the time where i actually presented the results to them, they were so happy. They actually rolled down their tears of joy. This is totally what friendship meant. You will be happy for your friends whenever they are in joy, Even you were in sorrow, they can also feel the pain that you have. They will actually hug you and say "No worries, we are there for you". Friends are always the best. No doubting.

And there's another one more very important person, where actually this person gave me an awkward feelings. A crush or love? I never dare to fantasize about us because I know that won't happen at all. 4 months passed very fast. It will just flew off in a glimpse of an eye and you won't be able to grab hold of it if you were not caution enough. So talking about this guy, maybe he will just only be part of my memoirs. Being written down and remembered as memories. You childish acts which made me laugh i think its the main reason why you made me wanted to get closer to you.

What were you thinking actually? It was an answer that actually never get to be known. I just hope that, maybe somehow we can get into the same uni? So I can look at you more, laugh at you? Everyday being so passionate to go to lecture maybe one of the reason was you. Maybe hopefully we can go further.
Maybe....

(*PS: my tears were unconsciously rolling down when i typed this)

Univited feelings

It's study week!!!! It's awesome!!! Cuz that's mean I'll be going back home soon!! Fantastic! Life is being fantastic here.... Came back from course.... Met someone special... Celebrating birthdays.. And not to forget-GOSSIPS... It's gossips here... Everywhere!!! You can't actually hide from it. It's like a human nature.. But anyway does it even matters. Gossips just come and go and everyone will forget bout this matter someday...

Anyway, i never regretted of coming to matrics. It's fun here! except for the orientation week. But you will still love it. At least I do... Cuz it's so my place!!! Full of cultures and people... Therefore I'm always proud to be a KML-ians.

KML SIMPLY THE BEST!

Crying baby

You can say i'm immature. U can even say I still act like a crying baby. I am a crying baby~ It's been a week already and yet I'm still missing home seriously.. To be honest I cried every night. I miss my parents and my family load! Once I listen to their voice from the phone, I just feel like crying.

And also BB family, how r u guys? Doing fine???

1st day in Matrics....

Imagine that you are already clean and smells good and asked to go into a hall with 2000 over ppl with only 8 fans on and no doors or windows are open for 6 hours sitting on the floor! It 's totally miserable!!!

Orientation week sucks!!! what's the use of wasting our precious time on such stupid useless thing! I would tell them frankly that I don't like orientation week!

1st day of leaving Sandakan

I did not slept well last night. It was really a long night for me. I think I've changed my posture of sleeping for more than 10 times but still I just can't get myself into dream. How am I going to sleep?

So this morning as usual went for breakfast of course and my mom asked me to call my grandma and uncle to tell them i'm leaving. First, I called my granny. Once she heard my voice, she cried! She was really faster than me! Just in 3 sentences we say 'BYE BYE'. Very fast Huh! Yeah I know. Then my grandma start to tell me everything-In Hakka! I think she'd really forgotten that I don't really know hakka. But anyway, I still rather understand part of it. I called 3 uncles, 2 aunties and granny. Total, Cried 6 times, not including the time when i see rou and saw the message that vivian sent to me! So warm and sweet! And of course, thanks to Billy, Ivan, Vincent and Tai for coming over today.... It's short but yet warming! Thanks guys!

So we when to a korean BBQ restaurant and the gas tonk was on fire! Almost explode! But lucky enough nothing happen. So, tomorrow will be the day I'll step to labuan..... New life there... I wonder how are the BB doing.... How's my BB family. Are they alright??? I really missed them.... Guys if u saw this, I hope u guys are doing fine! Let BB rock on! 5th coy are always the best!

T.T

A long awaiting surprise really suddenly exist in front of me! I thought it was already like over or it'll never happen but it just suddenly happened!

Here goes the story!

Since a few weeks ago, Philip and Nam was telling me that they will make me cry before i leave sdk. So, i was really waiting. And for such a long waiting week, it still doesn't happen. Cuz it's like c'mon how u guys know where will i be. I could be anywhere! How could you really determine where am i? Never mind I wait.... But it's already afternoon, still nothing happen.... Then i was actually thinking, maybe they can't make it cuz they are actually having exam tomorrow....

But it goes to the climax when i was having my dinner at the korean restaurant... Nam gave me a call and asked me whether i can go out for a drink. How could that be possible! I just arrived and u asked me to go out! Then they seems like hope-less when i say i can't go unless after 9.... Nam and vivian keep sending me messages and everything.

After 15 minutes, Nam gave me a call and asked me to go out from the restaurant. It was rather awkward when u ask someone to go out from the restaurant. But, then I'm stupid enough that i don't really know wht's going on. I never thought of the surprise! So once i get out i saw nothing but philip's car. I'm almost getting mad and suddenly i saw philip's head. I know they are there. But then I thought it might be only Philip, Vivian, Nam and Winnie. But it suddenly pop-ed out everyone!!! With Tu, Thomas and Lalat! They've accomplished their mission of making me cry!!! U guys are awesome!!! of course I love your present!!! My dad say how am I going to bring the MC DULL to labuan... But yet i just say 1 m'sia! I dun care! I just wanna bring it!

PHILIP

WONG CHENG NAM

VIVIAN

WINNIE

TU

THOMAS

LALAT

u guys gave me the best memories that I ever had!!!!!

Touched

frenz , i wan you to take care yourself . Put yourself at first before others. ANy problems can share with us. we might help u all the time. we cant accompany you to ur studies in labuan but i thnk we are always in each others heart .

Wouldn't u feel touched if u received this???

thanks Thomas!

Restart!

So after a really long UN-BLOGGING life, i think i should RESTART it again. So, it's already 17th and few more days/3 days, I'll be leaving my wonderful hometown and straight ahead to labuan. Kinda unwilling to leave.... Or should I say i'm not willing to leave. But how long would i stay around then eventhough i'm not leaving.

Within these 5 months, loads of things happened around. New friends, new buddies, new gang, new life and new experiences. It's a bit up and down, but yet is memorable. It's fun , it's great. I mean like if you don't put yourself into your life, how could you be enjoying it! So love life, enjoy life!

Thanks guys for all the fun, for all the farewells.....

Especially to my girl-friend~~rou rou, we're so gonna leave together and spread out!

And also my BB FAMILY---- I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!!!! When i refresh back every memory that I've been through with u guys, it makes my tears roll down.....

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES

I THINK I SHOULD I WRITE A MEMOIRS....