Well having a vacation should be something happy. But I doesn't feel like it so much. Honestly I rather stay at home and hang out with my friends for the whole day, that would be much more better. But I don't think I have a choice then, live in this family with high expectations, we really do not have many free wills.

Actually I always think, I this what I really what or I just followed what my parents expect from me. That's a really good question though.