1/2/2010!

It's the first day of the new week and the new month
In just a blink of an eye
The time really flies pretty fast
This morning someone told be a bombastic news about someone
I really can't believe that it happened again
It happened few years ago
And now again
Having a great time with dexter, yuan, rou during free period
Fooling around there with those nonsense realationship
Really crazy
Yuan, the 1st wife is so mad with me this new darling of dexter
LOL
And dexter is so worried of having HCL to be jealous
LOL again
Try to sing like somebody and made all of us laugh like a bunch of crazy geeks
Students were actually studying there
But we were singing
Like having our own concert
A day with laughters
With friends
With fun
Is better to be with a bunch of books, musics and stresses

Depressed!

Another new day and i was being so obssesed with rest
BUT eventually i can't really get a good one
Cuz too many things are actually happening around me
And I can't never get rid of it
Duh!!!
As days are getting real stress
I feel like I'm being a little anti-social
I talk less
Smile less
Joke less
These are what I normally do
These are actually my personalities
But as days gone
I don't really have these in me anymore
But Maybe some of you might be seeing me hanging my smile and laughter everyday
In fact....
Pada hal...
Yesterday during tuition
Dexter did something real funny
And it made me laughed like real hell
After being so doomy for a few weeks
It makes me feel a little relieved from the stress outs
Suddenly friend A asked in quite a rude manner
What is that so funny
Maybe she thought that we are laughing at her
But actually NO!'
Both dexter and me kept silent and continue laughing
But friend B answered in this way
For how long has she not been laughing this way
It's way long
I actually think
Someone who really knows me and actually can know that I am hanging a fake smile is only 3 of them
Dexter, Rou and Siau Shan (friend B)
Cuz they actually did realize what is that making me so doomed and depressed
Some may have thought that I am actually faking or actually trying to get some attention
But who cares what are they thinking
I was in true depressed
Even my parents did realized that
They've actually tried to put me out of all this stress
But I failed to do so
And they've been so worried that I am having depression
But i don't think I am reaching to do stage yet
After a few months maybe
Lord God please be with me and give me strength
I am eager to be in Your presence
Lord please be with me and give me courage

Mad!!!!!!

Actually my mood today was good
Having great time at school
Being damn busy with the photo taking
eventhough I am not one of the commitee for it
Lol....
Busybody.....
No lar..... just that they need some help
So me and dexter are doing it
After school
some practicing were actually running at school
P was telling me about someone's command
And i just say 'zui' in cantonese
At last i was got scolded by that someone
I was really mad....
I am not angry with the P
But that someone is too over.....
Argh,,,,,
God please help me to forgive this person

2nd Day of School Reopen...

School finally started and my normal school life had already been started...
Yesterday, all the ajk of prefect were being so busy on the orientation of new students and everything.
We've actually never really sat down for a rest because is like too many things to do and you really do not have the golden time for another stuff...
But something really do change in 2010...
Normally we can hear the laughter of Jeremy, but now...
Really gonna miss him so much...
Cny celebration is coming...
Gonna really busy of helping yuan and rou to do their celebration.
Cuz they really do need some help...
I think this is what really school means to me....
Being busy every second.

2010!!!!! Happy New Year!!!!!

YEAH!!!!
A brand new year coming up!!!!
2009 really just 'fly' away in a glimpse of an eye
So brand new wishes
Brand new memories
Brand new life
Brand new problem
And brand new ME coming up
I'm actually looking forward for it
Cuz this reminds me SPM is coming up!!!!!
Argh!!!!
This is always the nastiest thing

Anyway!!!!
Bye bye to 2009
And Hello to 2010!!!!!!